So are you ready to die?
I don´t know if I am really ready to die. Only time will tell. (Time is myself so I guess I will have to answer this)
Death itself does not always mean that you will die physically and never come back.. H0wever this is how it will feel. This is how it is supposed to feel.
I have heard tales of many people dying and then come back. When they come back they have left their old selfs behind and have completly transformed. I wonder if this is the way for me to go? I have been seeing and experienced so much!
I am still afraid of death. This is natural since I have not died yet. Of course you understand that. However Death is imminent for me. It is about to happen. I know it will happen. I want it to happen. This is who I am. This is my destiny. Kill me!
Butterfly, Come get me. I am open and I want to die.
I am open to both Good and Bad. It is all starting to melt together now. I am no longer afraid. Well I am afraid but not in the same way I used to be. Hit me now. I am asking for it.
Hit me with your love and your hate. Lift me up to heaven and then bring me down to hell. Maybe a bit dramatic to say Heaven and Hell but this is how it is when living in a duality. You can´t have one without the other. You decide for yourself to what degree it will be.
In a couple of months I will be going to Washington DC and I am sure that something will happen there. The reason why I will be traveling to Washinton DC (USA) is actually by pure synchronisity. I know for sure that I will meet the right persons there. They will help me. I know that. I always end up in situations that I can extract meaning from so hopefully I will not lose this ability now that I finally got it. I have to be careful when making wishes. They might just become reality. I see this happening to me more now.
Cross
I have talked to the priest. He is saying that I will be allright. I am the priest.
Death or life? I will know.. I am not afraid.
I am ready to die. Under the influece of love.
Five years ago, I knew nothing it feels like. Five years from now I will look back at this day and think the same thing. That is what makes it so wonderful. If you want truth then you will find it. It is optional so if you decide to close your eyes then…
September 1st, 2009 at 7:05 am
Your writing here is very chaotic and scrambled. You seem to be very confused. Please allow me to try and help. I see 11:11 all the time, too. I just looked at the clock while looking up stuff about this topic and it was 1:11, then it was 1:14. I don’t know what it means, but I think/feel it is something good. I don’t know your beliefs, but I have been watched over by God my entire life and he is calling on me again, just as he always does. He is always calling me back to Him when I stray away.
I don’t consider myself to be a “bible thumper” or religious nut, but I do want to share something with you that may save you from an eternity of suffering, based on what you choose to do with the information.
I just recently stumbled upon two Internet books and I would like to ask you to please, please read them. The first is only 28 Indexed pages. The second is longer, but I feel they may answer your questions about the meaning of life and bring you to where you’re supposed to be on you path in this world.
I wish you all the best. God Bless.
http://www.thewaytoeternallife.com/hellisreal/71-divinerevelationofhell
http://www.thewaytoeternallife.com/heavenisreal/80-heavenissoreal